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How do i build up self confidence so i can be as cute and wholesome as you <3

I need a xenia plush omg shes so cute!!!

You see the problem is I am myself. I appreciate your gesture of kindness but It simply doesn't apply to me. I have always been true to myself as much as i can be. But my family doesn't understand me, people who i thought were friends turn their backs on me over stupid mis(or lack of on their part)communication more than once. The same not fitting in misunderstanding inability to socialize right BS has lost me several jobs and the rest I quit because I don't enjoy being fucked with. I am constantly tormented by life so i have more or less given up any hope for anything to come of my life than to drag on in suffering and silence

#ForeverAlone

I have more or less given up even hoping for friendship. It seems so astronomically unobtainable for me

I just deleted it while i finished typing, accidentally hit post instead of preview whilst i was working on it sowwi

• Grilled cheese
  • I wanna try my hand at making pizza with homemade dough and sauce.
  • Kimchi Burger
• The crushing reality of my life and all the negativity that unfortunately brings
• Not sad
• Being the caring understanding and weird person, instead of whatever negative impression people get of me because i am nuerodivergent
• communication empathy understanding perspective and nuance
• I don't care for social media, never understood the hype even when i did have some.
• okay AuDHD answer here, but like i care about all the amazing facets of the life and world we lead because we live in a world with so much advancements but people especially in the western world take so much of this stuff for granted. I don't know if this really fits. but like people so often have their niches and specialties but if more people had a greater grasp of the world maybe people wouldn't make things worse and help make it better.

I don't but I can understand that it's gotta be hella annoying. Being different is a pain when the world doesn't understand you :\

Slowly descending deeper into despair. My life's only getting worse the world's getting worse. I have nothing and can't find anything worth living for or anything to even reasonably distract from this pain... So basically nothing new.

I have more or less given up on trying to make myself understood. If I could just have my own little hole and never interact with anyone again I would be okay. No one hating me for some stupid misunderstanding. No family who still doesn't understand really anything about me even after all these years.

This is gonna be like the Panama Papers where nothing major actually happens to anyone and the status quo will be maintained or get worse not better

Best luck and wishes to our lovely girl smorty! You are always valid to us 💖