classybattery

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at first, when my dad just started introducing me to her, who was then his girlfriend, she wasn't ready to be a stepmom. she got stressed and took it out on my sister and me. later, she started to warm up to my sister and really see her as an intelligent, kind person (which she is). me, on the other hand, she didn't see that way. she saw me as "goofy", "not all here in my head", "not quite right", etc.

she saw me as a weirdo, she told me these things herself. "why can't you be like your sister?" she asked me. "why can't you be normal and engage in deep discussions with me instead of talking about movies and such?"

she started to warm up to me, eventually, but she was always closer to my sister and she would still act hostile to me sometimes, even now. and when she was being like this because of my autism, i was a child. a minor.

i just want someone to listen please, maybe someone who can relate and share their story.

he cofronts with us often, and he had a crush on me for a while.

we still need to see twin peaks 😔

[–] classybattery@sh.itjust.works 2 points 2 days ago (2 children)

osdd is a disorder called “Other Specified Dissociative Disorder”, this disorder forms alters, basically different parts of the brain that form independently and become different parts called alters, i believe. all the alters working together collectively are called a system, and within that group (or system) would be in-system

We alternate but I usually prefer to be the little spoon :)

 

i didn’t mention him because i only really mention people i need advice on, but i have been dating one of my alters in-system for a while (both guys). :) i have osdd

i liked videogames and wrestling

[–] classybattery@sh.itjust.works 1 points 5 days ago* (last edited 5 days ago)

thank you so much!! I’ll see how it goes :)

[–] classybattery@sh.itjust.works 1 points 5 days ago* (last edited 5 days ago)

they're very conservative and transphobic too so they see me as a woman, and they think all amab people will do sexual things to afab people even IN PUBLIC

[–] classybattery@sh.itjust.works 1 points 5 days ago (2 children)

he thinks "oh, this is the way i am" and won't do anything. he's said he wanted to break up many times but then he doesn't because then he won't have a partner (obviously)

 

here is the community, the list of words is on the first post as it's a minimalist language

the claymation? clay of course! :)

the community, on lemmy

[–] classybattery@sh.itjust.works 2 points 5 days ago* (last edited 5 days ago)

it's a character they made, like in a story, not an imaginary friend

[–] classybattery@sh.itjust.works 2 points 5 days ago (2 children)

thanks so much! hopefully he can learn to fully love me

 

my bf insinuates we break up or saying he can't show affection for me, bringing up breakups, etc. he also seems kinda out of it a lot.

he'll say he's uncomfortable in the relationship (uncomfortable dating, not because of me, i don't think) or wants to make sure he'll be good for me but then says he doesn't wanna talk about it or just brushes it off and says he'll continue to date me and just deal with it because he likes me and without me, he'll have no one.

 

!aardman@sh.itjust.works :)

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pro nun wrestling (sh.itjust.works)
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!aardman@sh.itjust.works, since i'm starting to become a fan of shows like wallace and gromit.

 

i really want to talk about claymation as i really like wallace and gromit all of a sudden but i need to know if there's any such community for aardman or claymation

 

i heard it's pretty common for trans people to feel like the opposite gender, so i did as a very young kid. starting at ages 7-8.

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hi guys, can't sleep (sh.itjust.works)
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idk if this belongs here, but it's a general discussion so...

it's 2:30 am where i live, i can't sleep at all, hello :D i'm very sleepy but i can't sleep, if i don't respond to you guys in 30 min-1 hour, i'm trying to sleep, and in like 6-8 hours, i fell asleep finally

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Jejsje (sh.itjust.works)
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Hejejej

 

yayyyyy!!! i think we just needed to schedule a time to play games!

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