sixtoe

nice one Chris

mood. u2? dang.

45? fuck. no wonder i look like an old leather bag

so i can exit my conveyance with style and grace and upon returning i can haul ass out of that place

i saw this and came to do THE THING but you beat me too it. GOOD ANYA

its called anhedonia and its a symptom of many psychiatric issues. i had it for like 40 years and it got worse as my cptsd bloomed and i acquired depression that was treatment-resistant. it was severe. i had many meds and ect and ketamine. ketamine fuckin works but it takes a toll on my dissociative disorder and tbh my sense of what is real and it likely triggered the clinical paranoia. however, i now take atomoxetine and it fixes the anhedonia really well in comparison to before. now i get up and simple shit makes me feel good. not great, not ecstatic, just good. it turns out i can like everyday stuff. also, being trans with the wrong endogenous hormones also made it worse. so, to sum up, estradiol, lamictal, and atomoxetine are a magic combo for me. now its just life stress that makes me want to turn myself off. at least every single thing in my life is no longer a sisyphean grind like a real life mmo that never gives you coin or an epic.

edus and with the heavy m$ edu discounts attract and hold

i post enough of my bullshit. if you get to them before i delete they will give you an idea.

xenos, interactive fiction from like 30 years ago

no shit? hmmm

not great TBH tanks for asking. no one asks me anymore. its nice to read. even tho its not personally directed itll do.

ugh. i wont even pirate it. gross